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by Beachplease7
28 Jan 2020, 20:54
Forum: Support
Topic: Starved for Connections
Replies: 6
Views: 1535

Starved for Connections

I haven’t been on in a while. Sometimes I feel so desperately lonely in this journey. I moved into a new house and ward. I’ve only been to church once. It was the Christmas service and it was amazing. It was filled with beautiful music that brought me to tears. I miss that. I miss feeling a part of ...
by Beachplease7
08 Apr 2019, 06:22
Forum: Support
Topic: Old Wounds
Replies: 13
Views: 2015

Re: Old Wounds

Nibbler, thank you for your kind, heart-felt words. I am solidly walking the middle line and it’s not an easy place to be in our culture/community. I appreciate you taking the time to reach out and help me feel less alone.
by Beachplease7
07 Apr 2019, 20:36
Forum: Support
Topic: Old Wounds
Replies: 13
Views: 2015

Old Wounds

This weekend has been so hard for me. I feel like the reversal of the policy of exclusion, has opened wounds I was healing. I’m so angry that, just like that, everyone can feel great again because it was reversed. I’m reeling. What of the people who lost their lives? What of the people who lost thei...
by Beachplease7
20 Aug 2017, 23:11
Forum: Support
Topic: Honesty
Replies: 13
Views: 1549

Re: Honesty

Thank you for all the thoughtful, kind responses. I feel like I'm in a continuous state of limbo. I feel hurt, sad, angry, guilty and lonely. I'm at a point in my life where I don't feel like I can just walk away. However, I have teenagers and feel like I'm failing them because now I'm not willing t...
by Beachplease7
20 Aug 2017, 14:12
Forum: Support
Topic: Honesty
Replies: 13
Views: 1549

Honesty

So I have been lurking on this site for quite some time, but this is my first post here. My search into church history began when the policy was issued about children of LGBT. That policy felt so wrong to me on every level. I began searching for "truth" when it occurred to me if that policy wasn't r...