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by Gomezaddams51
10 May 2020, 15:11
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What happens when you are judged
Replies: 13
Views: 1641

What happens when you are judged

Well enough of my life crisis. Here is an actual Church question. What happens after we are "judged"? Here is my question... Imagine infinity as a long straight never ending line. Somewhere along the line you put an electron microscope and set it to the highest magnification. And you put a dot that ...
by Gomezaddams51
09 May 2020, 15:19
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong
Replies: 12
Views: 1488

Re: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong

Thanks for the reply I will try and do as you say. I feel like there is something out there, more like "The Force" in Star Wars than perhaps an actual "being". Although for some reason I feel drawn to either naturism or perhaps to one of the old Pagan religions. It is hard to reconcile it all togeth...
by Gomezaddams51
08 May 2020, 17:52
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong
Replies: 12
Views: 1488

Re: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong

Thanks for the reply. My mind is spinning and I am not sure what I believe. Sometimes I feel like I might have a tiny grasp or glimpse of something and then it is gone... Arrgh...
by Gomezaddams51
08 May 2020, 16:38
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong
Replies: 12
Views: 1488

Re: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong

Well for a long time I had no desire to stay in the church. However since my wife loves going and I feel I must support her, I am trying to get back in it. When I was a a kid I always felt like I was on the outside looking in. Now that I am older, as my dad used to say, time to start cramming for my...
by Gomezaddams51
08 May 2020, 09:41
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong
Replies: 12
Views: 1488

Re: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong

I know the female part was a bit much, but I was trying to express how it seems I am drawn to the most toxic females I can find. Trust me it is a lot worse, I NC-17'd it and left a lot off. I understand my problems with women and have accepted that when it comes to them, I would do better living as ...
by Gomezaddams51
07 May 2020, 13:37
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong
Replies: 12
Views: 1488

What do you do when you feel everything you do is wrong

Sorry about the novel: Looking back over my 69 years, I see more things that went wrong than right. When I was in High School I was deathly afraid of girls and I let some great opportunities go (What happens when your mother tells you girls are evil and I should wait until I was married in the templ...
by Gomezaddams51
06 May 2020, 18:58
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Coping With Previous Sexual History of a Spouse
Replies: 93
Views: 15759

Re: Coping With Previous Sexual History of a Spouse

Get over it and get on with your life or if you keep acting like an idiot, you may lose her. That's much easier said than done for some. We're all different and have different points of view. Telling someone to get over something and forget about it is rarely helpful. With my moderator hat on, plea...
by Gomezaddams51
04 May 2020, 19:26
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Coping With Previous Sexual History of a Spouse
Replies: 93
Views: 15759

Re: Coping With Previous Sexual History of a Spouse

As a teenager I never had sex but boy I sure wanted to but my mother had me so scared of sex that I waited until I got married. As far as I know she was a virgin. All I can say, not having sex before marriage was the biggest mistake of my life. Neither one of us knew what we were doing and our sex l...
by Gomezaddams51
04 May 2020, 19:15
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Sort of Member
Replies: 4
Views: 598

Re: Sort of Member

Yes they are bound and determined to get me to the temple. At least I have an excuse, I don't pay tithing so that gives me an out. I hate feeling like I am being forced. I spent my whole childhood from the age of 9 on being forced to go to church and then go on a mission... I figure if the CHurch wa...
by Gomezaddams51
04 May 2020, 13:07
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Sort of Member
Replies: 4
Views: 598

Sort of Member

I was baptized when I was nine. Up until then I had never heard of the church and could care less about religion. We moved close to a town that did have a small branch (more like a twig) and the missionaries got my mother active and unfortunately she dragged me along to church and finally my dad. I ...